| i think... i will be getting a new xanga.
because i rather hate this one, now.
notyour_hero |
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| I am becoming accustomed to this
lack of communication that we have between us.
I am filling my time by doing chores I've already done
and making schedules of the mail carrier's arrival each day.
I am learning to be self-sufficient,
although it is taking some time.
And, although this may seem contrary,
I am learning how to need someone (and maybe, possibly, love someone)
and it feels all right. |
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| sometimes, you just, you feel
so far away.
do you understand?
sometimes, you just, you feel so
distance. so incredible gone.
and it's, it's just not worth trying anymore.
it's not worth reaching.
because nothing reaches you.
YOU ARE BEYOND THE DISTANCE
YOU ARE BEYOND THE EFFORT
you are beyond me.
i try to remember why i need you,
why you are so important;
some times i remember,
but mostly i don't. i just want to stop.
(but, but they lied.
if we stretch our arms out as far as we can,
it is possible to make the distance shorter.
WE CAN MAKE THE DISTANCE SMALLER.
WE CAN BE CLOSER.
i promise.
i promise.) |
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| i lack the energy for poetry. |
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